Singer Kyla poured her heart out in an Instagram post on Friday as she revealed that she suffered another miscarriage. “My heart was breaking as I was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast,” said Kyla, who is one of the judges of “Tawag ng Tanghalan.” “It’s hard to keep my emotions intact… Grief is not a once and done process. You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year, and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May,” she added. While it has been a difficult year for her and her family, Kyla said she will try her best to “remain hopeful,” believing that “everything happens for a reason.” “Through all the pain and trying experiences, I know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon,” she said. Last April, Kyla broke down as she revealed that she had a miscarriage. The singer is married to Rich Alvarez. They have a son named Toby.